Sunday, October 11, 2009 | 9:48 PM
i don't know when i'm gonna get over it
I'm never gonna say goodbye
cuz I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
and I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
cuz I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
and I swear it all over again
all over again
i don't think there will be a sadder graduation
classes won't be so interactive anymore
we'll have those home room systems
and we probably wont exactly have 'a class'
we wont be seeing each other period after period.
I ♥ 4M'09
Saturday, October 10, 2009 | 11:48 PM
the last few days have been pretty amazing
i cried everyday for 3 consecutive days. (ha..)
so then it all started on thursday. all the teachers started giving us gifts
and well wishes cause it was the last day of school.
for every teacher we sang them a song.
So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again, my love
Overseas from coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again, my love
maybe others dont really feel for certain teachers.
i thought i could sing it for the teachers.
but i couldnt. i would stop halfway each time.
each and every time.
i try to hold my tears. and just walk away when we're done singing
to try to calm myself down.
maybe i would complain about them.
but i couldnt ask for a better bunch of teachers.
the teachers in cedar are really one of a kind.
ever so dedicated and caring.
so when thursday came to an end.
i couldnt help it.
miss leong being so nice.
and when we sang her the song. i just started crying halfway
i dont know...but i think its just me
when i sing the songs, the words mean so much to me
maybe the tune mean more to others. maybe not
maybe its cause i'm a singer.
so when i sing i really think of the words.
and there are words that never fail to make me want to start crying.
then came friday.
rehearsal was going all fine until we had to practice our song.
its hard to say goodbye
will we still be friends forever?
we'll treasure our memories together
as we go our separate ways
we'll hold our heads up high
keeping the dreams alive
holding our hands together
as we look back without regrets
all the joy we had,
all the tears we've shed,
these bonds will never be broken.
as we spread our wings & learn to fly,
we'll always remember,
the best times of our lives.
yeah the more i think back
the more i cannot help but feel sad
i tried to feel happy and get myself high when singing the songs
but i couldnt
i just needed to get to certain parts of the song before i start to tear again
you raise me up,
to more than i can be
so obviously today wanst much different
except more ppl were crying with me
i'm gonna miss cedar so terribly.
anyway sidetrack.
friday, VJ open house
i had a great time with my husband :D
we walked around so much
talked so much.
i miss her so much luh. tuition without her just isnt tuition
so i went home and was REALLY tired
but it was worth it
i'm probably gonna see her only 5 weeks later ):
Monday, September 21, 2009 | 8:14 PM
5 more weeks
8 more weeks in mugger land...
lets go!
MIA-ing till o levels!
BYE!
Wednesday, September 16, 2009 | 11:39 PM
i just finished my 'dinner'
instant noodles._.
haha at such a late time of the day.
but nevermind la. i really very hungry!
D: my mind is really tired now.
gonna sleep after this post
i realised i havent posted much
anyway prelim results are out. and i dont know what to say
but
work harder you idiot.
sigh.
but its still a lesson learnt and i guess like what mr yau said
its better its sort of easier to improve that extra bit
then to be the top of the top and try to keep your place
and hope no one catches up...
tmr is handing in of music writing coursework recording...
then it'll be sent to SEAB.
then the o level ppl will mark
i dont think im gonna count music
and probably wont get A1
but i still wanna do well.
i hope my music is good enough.
anyway school just started for like days
and a thousand and one things has happened already
well some things particularly impacted me.
it all came as a shock...
and i just hope my friends all will stay strong
i dont think its happening at a good time for them
but 4M will be there for you.
one thing i really learnt
treasure the people beside you
treasure your life.
dont say your life sucks because you'd probably be begging for it
if someone could just take it away from you
and sometimes even though you dont exactly know that person
or that person isnt close to you...
his/her absence can really get you thinking.
it'd be really sad if you knew the person well.
and if you dont somehow there will still be a hole there
well to know i'll never see my pri school classmate when i was in sec1 or 2
didnt really come to me that badly.
only after some time, then i realised.
she wasnt exactly the nicest one..but to never see her again just scares me
i cant wait for my dad to come back to sg for a few days
i miss him so much
5 and 1/2 more weeks
thats all..
we'll be the most improved class
just how much do we wanna improve?
dont let our teachers, parents
and most of all dont let OURSELVES down.
we know we can do it
(: GO 4M.
Thursday, September 10, 2009 | 9:14 PM
i went out today
SHOOT ME.
gah.
but i watched time traveller's wife
it was sooooo sad D:
sigh
i thought the lead actress was quite pretty ;D
i had quite some fun today
so its back to intense studying!
I NEED MORE SLEEP D:
Wednesday, September 09, 2009 | 10:25 PM
okay so today was quite productive :D
i need to continue this!
did 1 AMath Paper 1
1 EMath Paper 1 & 2
finished up my Music Writing Coursework recording
(this takes up a longlong time!) and then there was tuition at night!
okay it looks damn little when i type it out here
but its quite alot okay!
i'm exhausted..and sick D:
my nose is leaking.
sigh i hope i'm okay tmr with no sore throat or cough or
more runny nose!
yeah okay my life looks boring.
but heck. TMR i think i'm gonna watch movie.
which would probably make me more sick
hahahaha i mean if i eat popcorn in that crazily cold theatre
sure sick one what... no?
time to finish up phyics!
cause i've been math-ing all the way today
Tuesday, September 08, 2009 | 9:41 PM
i got 4 blisters!
OUCH D:
stupid shoe! wear so many times still so many blisters
gahh my feet look terrible!
so many scars from blisters at the heel already
anyway today i did more work then yesterday! :D
thats an acomplishment!
WHOOO 4M LETS GO!
Monday, September 07, 2009 | 6:32 PM
havent been blogging
i dont know i seem to open this window eveyday but end up not writing anything
then closing it at the end of the day...
there have been many things happening
and yeah... some good some not so good
but seems like there are more not so good stuff
:S
i really want 4M to do well
we must prove the teachers wrong
that though we may seem playful
but when we need to be serious we can
and we can do better than their other 'perfect' classes
i learnt quite alot from the career talks
you need to love that job and you
cant do it for the money...
and the most appealing jobs are really hard to get
i dont know what to say already luh...
STUDY :D
Wednesday, September 02, 2009 | 11:09 PM
a music noob trying to compete with music geniuses
what a joke man.
i dont wanna study music!
my teachers day presents!
i'm so proud of them cause i spent so long on them!
hehe ;D

nice right! :D i love those papers with funny textures.
haha okay they're not funny just have textures!

yeap so went back RG
finally talked to my pri school teachers!
last time i went back they were all at a meeting
._. every year also like that
then walked ard orchard for really long
my legs were dying
yupp :D
had quite some fun.
talked about alot of stuff
hahhaha gossips.
so i met diep at the ion TWICE
then i saw kaikien and zack from tuition (i dont know how to spell their name._.)
at starbucks but i didnt say hi...
well duh? why would i? HAHA they're not exactly the nicest ppl on earth
I HAD STARBUCKS FOR LIKE 2 consecutive days!
thats like money flying out of my pocket.
but i loved it :D (not the money flying out...the drink HAHA)
okay the Max said he saw me at cine
but i didnt see him.
and apparently i was looking quite dazed.
well i guess it was due to the lack of sleep
i couldnt even stand properly!
cheryl that violent girl kept pushing me
but rather lightly
i dont know why i kept losing my balance!
yeap!
okay 'yesterday' (1st sept)
was kinda wasted.
well had chinese tuition
did math papers
but thats abt it
super unproductive
stupid computerrrrrrrrrrrr!
GAHH. i need to go library study or sth also i think
the unit below my house is renovating
its super noisy
and its as though my house is vibrating along due to the LOUD drilling.
okay i'm gonna say this.
sometimes i find myself really annoying
like i wouldnt talk to me if i was someone else
why are i so annoying? hmmmm.
okay i dont know what i'm supposed to feel
you make me feel so guilty
well seems like you hate me now.
we dont even seem to be able to talk abt the same things
and isit me? or its so easy to get pissed at what you say.
maybe i was wrong?
you really know how to get me thinking, dont you?
i hate this feeling
Wednesday, August 26, 2009 | 10:47 PM
i'm such a money waster...
tmr.. i'm gonna go in the exam room
and totally embarrass myself
i just hope the examiner doesnt get too fustrated and angry at me
):
GAH. why cant i just not go for the exam!
i'm like so unprepared.